I always wonder how? When? And why? Why you choose me? Or what you have seen in me to choose me from those millions? With an overflowing heart, I am left with speechless and flabbergasted… I don’t have words to thank you my man.
The love I have seen in my boyfriend or husband … Is that the real love? We women always get deceived by this world’s love and especially the love from men. This is the question I am askin to myself “Do you think any men from this world can love you perfectly”, as the way you want”??? NO…because men are men… and we women in our whole life keep on expecting things from them which is not gonna happen and we end up in distress and discontent. I am not blaming men… but they are meant to be like that. The more we accept this; we ll stop expecting from them gradually. Our problem is we put all our focus on them and try to do all those things to make them happy? Will it work? Let me tell you “IT WON’T WORK, AND NEVER GONNA WORK” unless and until you realize the real hero in your life and invest time on him.
So here comes my story and the lesson I learned!!!.…Somewhere in midst of my life I met a wonderful man… yes he was not that handsome but something was there in him I got more and more attracted to him. I started walking towards this man and asked who are you??? What is that in you which is drawing me towards you like a magnet!! What are you? He called my name Lexi… will you be mine? I am like but I don’t know you? He said I have chosen you before this world’s existence… I have called your name even before you planted in your mother’s womb. I ignored… ignored… keep on ignoring… but I was falling weak in his love that his grace on that face forcefully making me to look at him. I couldn’t help turning off ma face from him. I said what are you? Why am I feeling weak to say no to you?
His constant calling was like trapping me inside in him. He said don’t go and touched me. The moment he touched I started crying for what reasons I don know? I said why u touched me? He replied to take away your weakness… to make you strong like a rock in me… to heal your illness… you are not slave to this world or the creations of this world. He said I am THE CREATOR, THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA, and THE BEGINNING AND THE END. Endless tears rolling… I don’t know my tears represent happiness… or shock… I was not out of it. But I got healed… I started feeling strong… I feel I am not alone. There’s a man who walks with me wherever I go. I started falling in love with that man and his name is JESUS. I said NO more men in my life other than the one who called my name even before the existence of this universe. I said YOU, MY MAN, JESUS. My life is to please this one man. People may call me mad.. But I like it.. Because I am all mad for you now JESUS.
I just wanted to know more and more about my man. I started reading… the more I read the more I am drawn towards his character. I wonder and asked him… can I ever be like you, my MAN?? That humbleness and the love you had for others! The way you were in this world. You showed me the perfect path to lead but somewhere being in this world I am losing ma path in-between. But I believe he’s more than enough to lead me to his path with his words, light, and love.
The day when I considered him as my love, from that moment onwards no turning back to human loves. I knew why to expect the things from mere human beings which they can’t and fight for no reasons. Women look unto him! You wann that love? You wann that care? You expect more from your men? You want their affection? You want their attention? Then there’s only and only that one man who can meet all you standards. Make him your man.
There is a point in our life where we expect and the results are zero this happens in our human-spouse relationships. And there comes a point where you get more than what you have expected and that too with over-flow love. This is gonna be your relationship with JESUS.
So please don’t put all your focus on your men or boy-friends and try to do all those things which please them. Because that’s not gonna work.. Take my word and trust me. It’s gonna work for a temporary period. Soon the love will get rotten off from your life when the factor of sex and lust gets common and a routine. Love works when you love your GOD. Don’t do things for human beings or for your men but do things which please your living GOD. What makes you work is your love towards your GOD and making him as your man.
A common mistake all women do when they see a man in their life and start considering him as anything and everything. A BIG NO… that’s the key to your failed relationships. Treat no humans as your everything… it’s only him who deserves your all attention, your everything and anything. Nobody in this world gonna value you after giving yourself to him and you’re everything to him. But GOD does value you and your heart. Women don’t make this mistake again by believing in a man more than our GOD. Men demand your beauty, tell us to be in a figure, tell us to take care of them, home, their works, do that, do this and still the results gonna be same… but there’s a man who demands nothing… not our beauty, not our shape, not our body.. all he wanns is our loving heart. That’s the value of a woman. Change for him not for men.
Invest time for JESUS and he will fix your things. Love JESUS and he will give you unconditional love. Care JESUS and he will never let you fall. Call JESUS and he will lift your hands and will rinse you.
My spirituality has nothing to do with any particular religion or caste… my spirituality is all connected with JESUS. The man with whom I fell in love with madly and deeply. He is ma superhero and will be always.